Thoughts

So the last two weeks have been really hard for me. I have had to walk away from a very important person in my life and it's been one of the most difficult things in my life. It doesn't help that it's the Holidays and you're supposed to be happy and cheerful. I have worked out like a mad woman and kept myself busy in order to block some of the pain with little success. I guess what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. This person has been in my life for the last three years. Through Christmas parties, birthdays, holidays, vacations and all types of events in my life this person has been there for me and I for them. I feel like I've lost one of my best friends and it makes me so sad. I've leaned on this person for emotional support for so long that it's difficult to think that I can never count on them again. I wish them luck and happiness because I will always love them and a piece of my heart will always belong to them. I will mourn their loss and one day I will look back on them and feel neither pain or sadness. I will feel nothing. So if I seem down or sad don't take it personal I'm just dealing with my own issues.